Fuck

FUCK

why,

it hurts when I smile

it has been like this for a while now

Its like someone tells me to continue smiling

but I dont want to enymore

I wonder how everyone will react

Fuck it hurts

my hears its feeling hevy in my chest

It´s like it will brake

I have never felt this before,

and it is not because you have found someone else

It´s because i know i will be alone agen

Fuck it hurts

My heart feels havy when you say that you are not feeling well

All i can do is to be here

I want to do someting fore you

I just dont know what

I will be here fore you and I will smile if you want me to

But fuck it hurts